vol.62 悩んでいることは言語化

もう、最近頭がおかしくなっている。これは、ほかでもない。自分自身の問題だ。今日は、いや、今日も誰も得しないが、私個人の悩みを言語化することで問題解決を目標にする。

さて、ブログを書くときは、気分が良い日に限られてきた。今日は弟が帰って来ていた。今日も弟は、ムキムキ筋肉を自慢してきた。もうこれが面白くてしょうがないw日に日に自慢する度に弟の筋肉は増していくのである。もっこりしている筋肉は、あまりにも形が良すぎる。

さ、問題に入ろう。変わらないものという映画をご存じだろうか。すごくすきなのだが、問題の言葉なのだ。

私は自分に自信がなく、現在長い自己謙虚に陥っている。それはとても長い長い時間だ。変わりたいと思うのは誰もだろう。しかし、人はなかなか変わらないのは現実だ。

悩みは過去と現在の内容だ。最近この言葉が僕を支えている。過去にも現在にも変えることができないからだ。悩みを解決できるのなら、今解決できるということだ。

変わりたい。そう毎朝頭に誰かが私にメッセージを送ってるように。

もし、誰もが望む結果を手に入れる世界だと面白くなうのだろうか。でも、何度も決意した挫折を記憶を、そしてあの時の屈辱を晴らすために、

誰にでも優しいとか、誰にでも仲良くできるとか。私のスタンスはもう高校時代で終わったのかもしれない。

何かを始めるときに、明確な目標と計画を立てる人が成功するのか。いや、計画や目標も経てない人が成功するのか。

誰かのために、頑張りたい。そう思えたい。

自分のために、頑張りたい。そう頑張っている。

NETFLIXで映画をひたすらみる。今日は弟と剪定してリラックスできたが、やはり僕は一日家でひきこもるのは向いてないらしい。また、平日の無駄時間をつくってしまった。

映画は人を豊かにする。確かに人の生き方や発送、失敗、挑戦を2時間で堪能できるから学べることは多いと思う。

そうだととしても、何も生産することはできない。社会に還元できるお金や情報、動かせるコトを生み出す人は素晴らしいと思う。

その上、結果を残している人はもっと尊敬する。

話はまったく変わるが、父は、ついに外車を納車した。ベンツ。これはちょっと楽しみ。

今思えば、家が暗すぎる。明かりが物理的にも人間的にも、色々と

飛行機を見るたび、飛行機の行く先を考える。大きなあの空を超えてどこに行くのだろうか。と

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